Calling on poppa God ~

Update 3:32p ~ I ate some chicken, laid down for about 30 minutes, Brandon sent me a text saying try National. Okay…Found out National and Enterprise are the same but they are just down the road from us😃I filled out the information requested, got a confirmation that I can use my debit card, called Brandon to arrange a ride, transferred $$ from back of the checkbook ~ Thank You Poppa God & Lynda C for having us start an emergency fund!! The towing company is open till 6 so I should have enough time to go get the rental car, come back and pick up Ron and get there by 5:30 to get the stuff out of the truck. Hoping either T or A can go with us to be able to climb into the truck to get our stuff.

Some of you know that Ron was involved in a very serious accident last night which the patrolman believes the truck will be totaled as both side airbags deployed. I have been on the phone since before 9:00 this morning with multiple people at the insurance company, the place where the truck was towed last night, trying to geta rental car and at this point I am sitting here bawling. 😭😭😭😭 FEELING like I want to scream, cry, throw something all while I am still in my pjs.

I was texting with my coworker and friend, Yani and she sent me this:

and now I am bawling even more as I am reminded to reach out to Poppa God and since my fingers are better at talking to him – here I am:

Oh Poppa God I am so frustrated…
* that dealing with everything today just seems to keep multiplying
* I know Ron is sorry, I keep telling him it was an accident but he keeps repeating himself…please let him know I know he is sorry but he doesn’t have to keep repeating it over and over
* believing we had car rental insurance in case of an accident and then finding out we don’t 😒😥😡
* trying to rent a car – must have a CREDIT card, we only have a debit card, called rental car agency and the name on the card must match the person renting the car. Also if we use a debit card to pay the deposit is $500 and we have to wait 24 hours to pick up the car
* OKAY, Ron just got back, can't get the headlight fixed on the Expedition, no mechanic working - now we really don't have a vehicle to drive after dark and it gets dark about 5:45p AND he just walked back in, told me about no mechanic and said "I AM SORRY!" AGAIN!!!! and I lost it with him, yelling and hands raised like a three-point shot was made!!! CRAP how can I expect Poppa God to answer my prayers of keeping me calm when I just explode!!!
* I can’t do this…now the insurance lady is back on the phone and says even if they make the reservation it will still be considered self pay, deposit of $500 and wait 24 hours.
* I can’t even pray right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* So I will just stop writing and pretend I am slamming the phone down on an old-fashioned phone and go lay down on my bed and bury my head – it will be safer for everyone.