I Just…

I just want to 
cry…I am so tired emotionally and physically.  
I am tired of dealing with diabetes issues,
I am tired of trying to find paperwork that I know we have but can’t seem to locate.
I want to snuggle in bed with my hubby,
I want him to lay next to me and just let me cry.
I hate having money issues,
seems like every time we turn around,
someone else is asking for money and we can only spread it so thin!
I want to go for a drive with my hubby,
I want to be where the dust is not flying around like little tornadoes
and then I hear my mom say
“want in one hand and spit in the other and see what one fills up first”
and then I cry because I miss her
I miss her, even though we didn’t always get a long, I still miss my mom,
I miss my crazy and quirky dad,
though at times I thought he would drive me crazy,
and maybe he did a little
I would still like to hear him say “see ya!” because he never said goodbye.
I want to eat ice cream and cake,
I want a donut from Dunkin Donuts
I want caramel corn!!!
I just WANT!!!!
And it’s okay,
you don’t have to worry about me…
that is if you do….
after a nap and a healthy lunch I will be fine.

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