My day has been filled with tears and more tears.
Feeling lost and discombombulated.
Missing sweet fellowship with other believers
Heard ~ dreaming that will happen
Anxious ~ about most everything today
Missing girl talks, coffee dates,
and having a couch to sit on and just dump
Missing prayer partners in person
Missing good Christian fellowship
Missing!!!
So the tears fall,
snapping at others way too much.
Cried alligator tears into my pillow
feeling alone even though there are people around
Decisions, decisions, decisions.
Not wanting to disappoint others
Yet wondering where do I fit in
What about my feelings?
My fears?
My anxiety?
No more time to think
Boys coming home in minutes
Need to wipe away the tears
and put on the smiley face.
Going to be one of those nights of
Life with us ~ The Wandering Workentins 
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