It Doesn’t Really Matter

It Doesn’t Really Matter
~ it doesn’t matter how hard I try
I FAIL
~ it doesn’t matter what you do for others
IT’S NEVER ENOUGH
~ it doesn’t matter 
~ it plain doesn’t matter
And I am
DONE!!!
I am done trying to be strong
I am done trying to give the benefit of the doubt
I am done trying to follow the rules
WHY should I try to follow the rules ~
no one is held to the rules,
consequences are not given,
told one thing but then another happens or doesn’t happen
I AM DONE!!!
You want a robot,
you got one
You want a BITCH
you have one
Ask politely someone to turn the TV down
get told IT IT – Hell I can’t even hear myself think
Yes, I am pissed and I don’t care who knows it
I am told I am not fair
HELL, LIFE IS NOT FAIR
Why have rules and expectations
It doesn’t really matter
Do as you please, there will be no consequences
Oh how I could write more
but really what does it matter
Nothing will change
the game is bide my time,
let the chips fall where they may
guess when real life
kicks you in the ass
then you might pay attention.
I might be paying attention sooner than later!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Ali & Ron

Christ loving, fun making, traveling couple of 44+ years. Also known as Grandpa & Grammy!!

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